Transcend

As

2011-06-13T17:32:00.000-07:00

As I lay upon a rotted land
Mesmerized by a grim, pitch black sky
A sense of dread crept up my body
A fear of what I do not know, perhaps?

Confused and alert, why, I asked myself
A detached creature seldom cares
And then it dawned, as if from Gabriel himself
'Tis time for a fucking smoke

Trippy trip through KL

2011-05-21T19:44:00.000-07:00

Video by AblloA...

How High - Trailer

2011-05-21T13:32:00.000-07:00

An apple a day keeps the doctor away

2011-05-18T09:46:00.003-07:00

How to make an apple pipe:

Afroman - Because I Got High

2011-05-08T14:00:00.000-07:00

Living in the moment

2011-05-08T13:53:00.000-07:00

I started walking on Majeedhee Magu. I was too stoned to do anything more than count the pavement bricks...

The effects of the marijuana did its part well. However unsolvable a problem appeared, my mind dismissed it as just another problem with the universe that you personally cannot set right. More from Azazel

Diary of a Maldivian Recovering Addict

2011-05-08T13:48:00.000-07:00

Heartbreaking entries (in English) from a journal by a Maldivian recovering addict.

Dhivehi trippy stories

2011-05-08T13:39:00.000-07:00

Read about a ganja-smoking Maldivian kid's adventures in Male'.

Not available in English yet but DCJ told us that he will have them translated into English shortly.

LSD bad trip

2011-02-08T01:29:00.000-08:00

A group of Maldivian male teenagers have embraced Wahhabism because for them The Arrivals became all too real while on a LSD trip.

Just too bad.

FAQ: How easy is it to get ganja in Male' during current state of affairs?

2011-01-11T08:47:00.000-08:00

ANSWER: You are right. If you are not careful in these gang violence and police confrontation times you could end up as collateral damage and unnecessarily get caught up for a harmless act you do to yourself and mean no harm to anybody else.

Today in fact we were going on a motorcycle round round Male' when as usual right in the middle of daytime we thirsted for a smoke and soon found ourselves hunting for a pusher as it was too early for most dealers to wake up.

We easily made our way to the heart of a certain gang area and sure enough we spied a kid who fit the archetypal image of the drug-abusing teenager - wearing a skinny, a checkered shirt, and of course sporting long hair.

It was like we "tuned" at the same time and we stopped by him, this total stranger, and bluntly asked whether he was a "boy", meaning one of the younger pushers in the "neighborhood".

He said that he would need to go "in", meaning his "stock place" and meant it as if there was a peer pusher from whom he needed to get the stuff for us.

The deal was done. Everybody was happy. We went off and had our joints.

The moral of the story is that it's easier to get narcotics in Male' than any other product or service in the whole nation.

Welcome to Swaru-ge, not Paradise but PigHouse.

Because We Got High...

2010-10-28T14:37:00.000-07:00

Better this, than this ...

"Magic Mushroom"

2010-10-18T16:44:00.000-07:00

Smoking for Dummies

2010-09-23T03:17:00.000-07:00

But smoking sarcastically is completely safe.

Hebrew University researcher: Moses was tripping at Mount Sinai

2010-08-30T01:00:00.000-07:00

Hebrew University Prof. Shanon argues that Israelite religious ceremonies included use of drugs.

By Ofri Ilani and Haaretz Correspondent

"And all the people perceived the thunderings, and the lightnings, and the voice of the horn, and the mountain smoking." Thus the book of Exodus describes the impressive moment of the giving of the Torah on Mount Sinai.

The "perceiving of the voices" has been interpreted endlessly since these words were first written. When Professor Benny Shanon, professor of cognitive psychology at the Hebrew University of Jerusalem, reads the verse, he recalls a powerful hallucinatory experience he had when he visited the Amazon and drank a potion made from a plant called ayahuasca.

"One of the things that happens when you drink the potion is a visual experience created via sounds," he says.

Shanon presents a provocative theory in an article published this week in the philosophy journal Time and Mind. The religious ceremonies of the Israelites included the use of psychotropic materials that can found in the Negev and Sinai, he says.

"I have no direct proof of this interpretation," and such proof cannot be expected, he says. However, "it seems logical that something was altered in people's consciousness. There are other stories in the Bible that mention the use of plants: for example, the tree of the knowledge of good and evil in the Garden of Eden."

Shanon, former head of the Hebrew University psychology department, said his first experience with ayahuasca was in 1991 when he was invited to a religious ceremony in the northern Amazon in 1991 in Brazil.

"I experienced visions that had spiritual-religious connotations," he says.

Since that time, he has used it hundreds of times, and has published a book about the plant.

"Hypotheses have been around for 20 years connecting the beginning of religions with psychoactive materials," Shanon says. He believes the Israelites used two plants in Sinai and the Negev: one of them is wild rue, a hallucinogen used by the Bedoin to this day. However this plant is not identified with any plant mentioned in the Bible.

The acacia tree also has psychedelic properties, Shanon says, which the Israelites could have used. The acacia is mentioned frequently in the Bible, and was the type of wood of which the Ark of the Covenant was made. According to Shanon, he drank a potion prepared from a species of acacia while he was in South America, which caused similar experiences to those produced by the ayahuasca.

Shanon also sees signs of a hallucinogenic vision in the story of the burning bush. "Moses 'looked, and, behold, the bush burned with fire, and the bush was not consumed,'" Shanon quotes from Exodus 3:2. Time passes differently when under the influence of the plant, he notes. "That's why Moses thought the bush was not consumed. It should have been burned in the time he thought had passed. And in that time, he heard God speaking to him."

"But not everyone who uses a plant like this brings the Torah," Shanon concedes. "For that, you have to be Moses."

When will the Eternal High on this Earth end for subscribers to Organized Religion?

2010-06-16T13:56:00.000-07:00

EXCLUSIVE UNDERGROUND DRUG REPORT for this blog by DCJ

(with none of Hilath’s evil inputs whatsoever, honest!)

For Muslims in Maldives and throughout the rest of the civilized and barbaric world, the contemporary issue is that they are not aware they are under an Eternal High while even on this Earth…

(I will explain in a minute)

Many a time we ‘addicts’ (never mind nobody can tell the difference between a ‘hard drug’ and a ‘soft drug’, what President Nasheed was talking about in his famous Ganja Speech) are told to ‘wake up’ but is it really us who needs waking rather than the Kasauti Escape-from-Reality Society to which even Hilath’s parents and largely even my own family subscribes to?

I was thinking about this especially after last night’s events which now have forced Hilath’s family to confront a Dark Issue, a knowledge they had been suppressing since Hilath was 13 years.

So, I was thinking, why this refusal to accept Hilath by his parents?

Of course, all good Maldivian Muslim parents pray for STRAIGHT (pun intended) A students.

Of course, I don’t claim to understand the Cosmic Reason why two of Hilath’s brothers died, leaving an only son who started getting “C” grades for the first time in grade 6 (incidentally the year he discovered something about his sexuality and his parents too) and who now is supposedly STRAIGHT HOMO.

(I will come to that too later :))

I can understand the Hindi way of thinking:

“Oh, Ram, why did you show me Wrath when all I ever did my life was do good to gain Your Approval?”

By STRAIGHT HOMO I mean like STRICT HOMO. You know, the kind of guys who are too sissy to even experiment with other guys to see what he truly is, even though in the end he doesn’t need to come under a Western narrow label such as “Gay” because we now know through science that Homosexuality and other Multiple Genders and Sexualities exist in Nature and that currently there is no SINGLE explanation for it. Just deal with it, parents. I’m glad Madonna once said that she “will never marry a man who has never kissed another man in his whole life.”

A somewhat ‘abui’ family of Hilath, they have to deal with sex and sexuality issues with Hilath. Today Hilath said “All kinds of freaky thoughts are going through my head, and I can feel my depression setting in again.

“Anyway, I had just been thinking why it was EASY for me to understand my parents' personal approval of HETEROSEXUAL MARRIAGE but it is extremely sad that they find it UNTOLERABLE something like HOMOSEXUAL MARRIAGE even in the United States.”

I myself had been thinking about this until I suddenly remembered a ganja buddy's words some six years back I think (which is the reason why I am writing this EXCLUSIVE REPORT in the first place):

“People who subscribe to Organized Religion are brainwashed to believe that their religion is an Absolute Truth, meaning that they are taught that if they don’t believe in 100 percent everything their ‘scholars’ teach them, they will go to Hell FOREVER.

“So once the Repetition and Practice of Organized Religion starts, you end up with children grown up as confused, depressed and disturbed robotic youth capable of believing in any illogic, even blowing up their own lives and killing innocent women and children for a twisted interpretation of Jihad.

“The Quran was specifically sent in verse form so that no one individual can exert power over other men and cause slavery by trying to say his "version" of Islam is right and everybody else is wrong and is therefore muruthadded and will have to be publicly beheaded for apostasy an idea Adhaalath and Salaf openly supports. Wtf?!

"The History of Humans can be summed up in the Natural Law: When an intelligent creature has power, it wants more power. Simple. When you have something, you want more, as any child would tell you. Wake up from Wonderland, my Habi brothers. Have you had your morning pot yet? Maybe that's why you are so under stress and doesn't think logically and clearly. I feel pity for you. If only Prophet Mohamed had legalized ganja directly like Jesus did to wine. Boy was Jesus a genius is my guess. But then Prophet Mohamed very shrewdly introduced Eternal Tourism to Mecca and Medina, for over 1 billion Muslims, not just once but twice a year! The Hajj is the obligatory one, while the Umrah is to vai filuvun (whiling away the boredom) during fasting month of Ramadan, which I can tell you can get quite boring in an entertainment-starved congested capital like Male' where all the youth can do is show off their cool bikes and hot chicks while going round and round in the same (Boduthakurufaanu Magu) circle for hours. Tell me if I am wrong."

Organized Religion is unlike Personal Religion where Allah allows YOU the individual to interpret the Quran for yourself by yourself because he gave you a brain and he expects you to put it to better use than listen to worthless chattering of fake “Sheikhs”. Prophet Mohamed’s Original Message from Allah was Unity In All Things, so woe unto those who say that there is compulsion in Islam.

That’s why I too support Personal Religion like Hilath and even believe that as Muslims we have a right to fight for Secularism and let our non-Muslim Maldivian brothers practise whatever religion they want and practise whatever kind of sex they want as long as it is not with a child of under 18 years, and as long as it is done between consenting adults.

Because as you can see as Hilath pointed out in his suicidal letter, because humanity had been corrupting religion for millennium, God sent His Final Word the Quran in VERSE FORM to interpret by the Individual Person alone, and do everything and keep it between him and God because ultimately it is up to God to judge, it is not Adhaalath’s or Salaf’s Divine Duty -- nowhere it is said in Quran and Hadith that Adhaalath and Salaf were sent as Savior Agents to a Paradise called the Maldives which, as the First Maldivian Openly Gay Ubaid says, has Island Style and Island Culture.

Hilath told me today after the suicidal letter:

“Today I’m not in a tolerating mood. For thirty years I’ve remained chaste because of my parents’ Wahhabism. I don’t think I’m going to waste the next 30 years like that. Enough is enough, I told my parents today.

"I told them I will not negotiate. That if they wish, if they get disturbed and uncomfortable by my presence and my behavior (though I have never even ever thought of even fucking a man in my sitting room in front of my family or the Artificial Beach where everybody seems to gather to show and enjoy each other's Huge Egos!), then I will be willing to go to my mom’s old home.

"Otherwise, within the next three months, I’m going to either commit suicide (which is easy without pain with a heroin injection) or I will go to an uninhabited island. When I told this to one of my close buddies today, he told me 'Why not give the Kitchen Knife to your parents and tell them that it will be more merciful if they killed you instead because some versions of Islam allows honor killing, right?'

“So, I don’t think Allah is bothered how you cut your nails or whether you practice the missionary position. In fact, that was one of the reasons why I decided to forgive my parents: I decided that our education system under Maumoon had failed all the generations of the past 30 years. If not for that fact, I will today forever resent my parents. But it was Maumoon who introduced Wahhabism and Salafism (Organized Religion) into Maldives,” Hilath said.

So getting back to topic, because I seem to get deviated so many times, the reason why I say most Kasauti Maldivians are under an Eternal High on Organized Religion is because just imagine:

You are under a Spiritual High or Trance 24 hours a day.

Your are asked to force yourself to believe Allah exists although the Infinite Regress of ‘who created God?’ keeps bothering you till the day you die with no real help either from a God which was unwilling to communicate directly with you, or a Maldivian psychologist who understood Psychology just as Maldivians understand Democracy: “within Islamic tenets” as if there is “one democracy for 100 percent Maldivian Muslims” and “another democracy for the rest of the world’s Kafirs.”

After you have come to “believe”, simply because naturally your brain’s wiring “rewired” due to your “repetition and reaffirmation” of stupid “blind” faith, your brain goes haywire, and now you are not concerned about the happiness of your close people but always succumbing to the insecurity and fear of what others might think of your shortcomings.

Just remember. Nobody is PERFECT.

If Hilath has Bipolar Disorder, I’m sure in my later life I might even die of something as simple as kidney failure (one of the highest death rates recorded in this area in Maldives according to official statistics.)

So we now come to the important point:

Why an Eternal High and also WHILE on this Earth?

Just think about it, “Moomin” (the purest believers) pray at least five obligatory prayers and even fast the nonobligatory two days of fast (Monday and Thursday) during a week and you are always told to remember Allah as if it's a "heavy weight" on your head, not in the "burden" sense, but sort of "pinching" yourself to remind that Big Brother or Sky Policeman is ALWAYS watching you Eternally and can't wait for the day for you to die because that will be the day when a Merciful God will fry your ass FOREVER for a LIMITED number of crimes committed by you during a LIMITED lifetime on Earth.

As I was saying, when you are always hungry (like Prophet Mohamed did by fasting on alternate days) you are always on a High.

And I’m sure most of today’s Maldivian teenagers will surely know what I’m talking here:

When you are under a High, you see a DISTORTED version of reality and tend to think everything you think is beautiful or approve is quite simply Natural as Nature meant it to be…

So the important thing to remember is:

If during that High (spiritual or ganja doesn't matter because a High works like any other High as any Maldivian ganja-smoking and praying male teenager knows), due to your upbringing you come to BELIEVE that homosexuality is wrong, then also understand that on the OTHER SIDE OF THE CAMP there are people who think heterosexuality is so wrong, too.

So, Ultimately, we come to the next Important Question:

Whose side is God on?

That seems to be the new Eternal Question...

So, as my ganja smoking friends, also getting the same High but through God-given plants and trees, also know, when you are under a High, you can NEVER believe you are wrong. If you are in conflict with another person, you will always think the other person is wrong. However much convincing will NOT make you change your mind. You are stubborn and headstrong as hell. If the other person continues arguing, you become defensive and may even lash out.

Therefore, even I sometimes have a scary feeling towards ganja because even though I don’t consider it a drug because it doesn’t really make you go unsobre, I still wonder just WHAT is Naturally in the Ganja Plant that distorts reality and makes people like Hilath’s parents (who still get High 24-7 on Organized Religion though not directly through Ganja) so one-sided, narrow-minded and cruel to his own son’s personal grownup needs?

Hang on Hilath. Don’t worry.

I’m glad you took the decision to forever leave this horrid Male’ and take refuge in an uninhabited island just for the sake of your sanity.

I still can’t believe that I met you today and you still were smiling. If only others really knew all the bitterness in you.

But you were right. The past is the past though its beauty cannot be denied.

We just have to somehow summon the Will to move on and live until the time we meet our death after 60 or so years of pointless suffering.

Damn Nature itself.

If I had the power I will bomb even Nature into non-existence so that Nature will not simply exist and therefore, such horrid circumstances would not have arisen that gave birth to Hilath and other Maldives' children and adults quietly suffering just because their parents, relatives, friends and neighbors were too stone-hearted and cruel to care about any other person's personal individual happiness.

Dhen fada boe.

Sorry, am I allowed to say that on this blog? That is my usual signature tune-off before I normally sign off all blog posts...

Reminder

2010-06-05T14:50:00.001-07:00

Source: Hilath.com

Religion is ritual

2010-05-16T11:08:00.000-07:00

Spirituality is Unity... unity in All Things.

That was what Religion was all about in the fucking first place!

Cloud 10

2010-05-14T19:45:00.000-07:00

I am an idea. I am out of your reach. I exist, seperate from your worldy things, in the sea of forever.

You may ignore me. You may deny me. You may never even see me. But I am always there. I will never disappear.

So you might as well accept me.

adhuge suvaalu from reader

2010-05-11T16:16:00.001-07:00

bog jahaairu bog brown kulaiga hurefa faahanaa thasheege fengadu namaves green kulaigaa hunnaathee kanboduve-eve. do i need to cut down on my smoking? is it ok if i smoke only one joint a day?

who am i?

2010-05-04T07:43:00.001-07:00

i am everyone.